Change is the constant, the signal for rebirth, the egg of the phoenix

 I'm doing my weeble bit today. I'm bouncing back from last week's disappointment and feelings of being undervalued.

I'm making plans for my future and possibly doing something that's a bit risky. If I can do these things, I will never regret them but it's the how.

I am looking into gaining BSL Level 1 which I've wanted to do for years. Today I mailed the college that runs the course to send me the info. I'm also going to try and take a Biology A Level so that someday I can do a second degree. This time in Marine Biology, something I'm becoming increasingly interested in. People I love and respect whom I have spoken to today about my plans have been really supportive which helps.

I think this is not too knee jerk and both are positive. Yes I'm nearly 33 but no reason why I can't do something brand new! I looked at Marine Biology degree courses too and they looked great. I don't know how I'll do it or fund it but I think I'd love it. I just have to sort the sea legs issue then!

I also plan to apply for AST status which I've said I'll do forever but never have.
The other thing I did today was enroll for Race for Life. I started running just a couple of weeks ago and I never thought I'd volunteer to run but I am. My reactions to bad news are never negative for long. I never turn to drink/drugs or playing the field. I hope I will always be this way. Change will always happen and it can be a great thing - a time of rebirth.