Today I feel let down. I am hugely disappointed and upset. It does not help that I am exhausted and my Thursday night did not help this. I had to call the police out at 3am Friday morning as there was a nasty domestic going on next door...culminating in him shouting "Do you need an ambulance?" Arsehole.
Anyway, I am let down and furious. I have not decided what I will do about this yet as I don't wish to be reactionary. I heard something yesterday that I was not meant to hear and it was about me. It was not nice, but more importantly it was untrue.
It was also about my work. I may not be a perfect human being. I may have flaws. I do. I am good at my job. I am very good at my job.
I heard that I needed to embrace creativity and become less 'static'. I am fuming. My work is so beyond static I cannot say. I am so very upset.
Evidently I write in short abrupt sentences when I am upset!
The person saying this was the very person who should have been backing me up and talking about my very creative work. They did not. Walls have ears. I have not decided yet whether I confront her. I want to. She will be cross I have heard this and try and turn this on me. I will not let her. I think I am the injured party here.
This happened to me several years ago. I was not backed up by this person over something I absolutely should have been. I said then I would never trust her again. Leopards do not change their spots.
A short entry, but I am still debating my response and my reaction. But rest assured there will be one.
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